00101: God

Where are you?
When I was young,
you made many false promises,
I let you in my heart,
you just left an empty hole,
now I no longer believe in souls,
the only thing thing thats ever true are my drugs,
so true blue,
they never lie to me,
and for the right price I'll be set til next week,
ugly world,
you enveloped me,
no longer have innocence in my eyes,
when did my god die?
only gods I worship ow get me feeling,
for $10 more,
I'll be feeling till about four,
I don't give a fuck what anyone will say,
mother mary,
demi-whore,
you ain't in my heart anymore,
satan,
I'm not playing,
you dont exsist,
we're just fucking wastes,
more or less,
I just can't feel you,
forever more,
kill me now,
maybe then I'll believe in you.