11001: Hate

Love and hate,
no longer in the way,
heaven and hell,
already rotting there,
god and satan,
ain't been praying,
friends until the end,
no longer true,
I'm a fool,
I truly hate you,
hurt my feelings,
not capable of healing,
sober,drunk,
what the fuck am I on?
never know,
never care,
just gonna fry in hell,
always away,
you never play,
did my hate drive you away?
I don't care,
it's upp to you,
I've never ever been true,
only thing I've ever know,
noone has a heart of gold,
tears fall from my eyes,
I need some help,
they all just tell me to go to hell,
I already have,
you always do,
my soul just trips on through,
how do i survive?
when did my empathy die?
soul turns cold,
mind becomes numb,
when the hell did I get so dumb?