10000: Where?

Where did the feeling go?
When I saw you appear, my heart made an extra jump,
my head felt light
and
I was in love...

Where did that time go?
How come I can't get that response from you anymore?
What have I done to deserve this?
Just let me know, and I will undo what can be undone
and
beg forgivness for the rest

Where do I find my strnght now?
I have become my own worst enemy
My girl have left me
My only comfort is myself, but I seem to be in a very selfdestructing phase
and
I can blame only myself...

Where do I go now?
Life has just begun, they say
but for me, it just ended.
I will try to go on, step one day closer to death every day
and
time will infect all wounds

Where is my help?
Why am I alone?
Is there nobody in this world that I can trust and love?
The only thing I can rely on is my own strenght of mind
and
I am going insane, fast

Where did my life go?
It had such great promise
Did I throw it away myself?
Or was I never intended to be happy?
Did I have a chance
and
throwed it away?

Where did the darkness come from?
It was so bright just a moment ago
I have to go, dying is not an easy task
I used to think I was in control,
now I realise I was wrong
and
It's too late