Sorry (my future)

As I see you lie down
The tear in your eyes
And your hair on the ground
It affects me so much
As you start to cry
The anger you feel
Toward me makes me want to die
The pain I caused you for
So many years flows out
From your eyes in the form of tears
It would not help if I say
I've changed
Because the way you feel would
still be the same
I want so much to embrace
You as you cry
But all I can seem to do
Is look at the sky
I mutter the words you
Deserve to hear
But they get lost in the wind
I love you dear...